Thursday, March 27, 2014

BBT cantek.CD31.


aaaaa....cantik x?cantik x?
tapi...gagal jua di CD31.which become CD1.
the last day taking Duphaston.
dat day iya realize its not spotting,ni period. -_-
sempat amik pagi je.tghari camtu dh peod,so mlm tu iya xmakan laa lagi seketul duphaston tu.haha.


tp iya suke BBT chart iya kali ni.
cantik je dia...haha.
paling cantik sepanjang berBBT ni laaa.
hope kekal mcm ni but diakhirnya BFP.hehe ;)

on CD16 tu mmg disuruh BD.tp gagal.
iya ada ckp ngn husband iya xkonfiden since doc cakap ade 1 egg je cantik.

but Alhamdulillah datang period wpon lambat.
probably coz of Duphaston.

im okay.this petang nak call LPPKN utk step seterusnya.
kena teros berusaha!!!!
semoga dipermudahkan.ameen... ^_____^

Tuesday, March 25, 2014

CD30

gloomy world.gloomy Malaysia :(
yes indeed.kita dikejutkan berita MH370.
smlm masa tgk PM wat PC mmg hati berdebar sgt.ntah nape boleh nampak kat wajah PM berat sgt nak sampaikan.

kemudian dikejutkan dgn berita di Mesir.death sentence kpd 529 org disana.Ya Allah,beratnye dugaan mereka.

semoga mereka semua tabah.
ya tabah.
Allah itu benar menguji hambanya yg mampu dan layak sahaja.

ok.hmmmm.
about TTC iya....
today CD30.
which iya xpenah sampai.
maximum CD28.
itu pon long ago.
cant remember when...
kena selak semula diari period.

esok last day makan duphaston.
then...kita tgk if period akan datang.
sbb mmg byk iya bace duphaston ni mlambatkan period.
so iya mmg x hope tinggi sgt.
just wait and c until end of this month.

anyway...soalan...duphaston effect body temperature x?iya ask doctor katanye tak but seems like mcm ya.sbb iya still amik BBT and tgk mcm cantikkkk je cycle kali ni.effect x kawan2?

keep our prayers :)


Monday, March 17, 2014

1st time duphaston

12hari.
itu tempoh hari doc suh iya amik Duphaston.

day 1 amik,Ya Allah Ya Rahman Ya Rahim.
betul perlukan kesabaran.
mual mual mual.
pning.exhausted.
iya mula2 igt iya yg pyscho.
then googling symptom and ask opismate...
sah lah mmg akan ada symptom like pregnant.

yes,indeed kesian kita.
tak pregnant but the feeling kita akan rasa.
but dugaan Allah.saya terima.
InshaaAllah iya redha.

:)

then...today day 3...still feeling like that.
rasa badan sangat letih.
even masa amik clomid dlu pon mcm ni.
sejak iya amik ubat utk cycle kali ni.
ubat2 ni kan ubat hormon.
jerawat pon byk naik. (ntah.ni iya je ke?)
pastu badan pn trasa naik.
sebab nye asik lapa yg tidak tertanggung lg.
rasa nk pitam if xmakan. -_-

iya dah terpkir dh.
if xberjaya perlu ke iya proceed lagi.
ke nk rest jap.
hmmmm.

tapi bile kmudian pkir balik.dh lame sgt iya rest aritu.
this year tekaddddddddddd nak ALL OUT.cayokkkkkkkkk!

Usaha Tangga Kejayaan ^_^



btw...doc kata if 3/4 iya tak peod datang jumpe.hehe.
yes,hoping but Allah knows better.
kita cube je dlu. ;)
 

Friday, March 14, 2014

i dont know the reasons to laugh

i feel bad
i feel sorry
i feel sick

no.iya xnak have fun.make joke.feel funny.
this is a serious matter.
Allah bagi kita jerebu.
bagi kita kekurangan air.
musibah kehilangan MH370.

and u think haze is funny?
feel happy wearing mask.
did u know or not...people die cause of haze???
i hv asthma...i know the pain.
and i feel offended.
yes....i take seriously many things.
im not a kid.im an adult.
i dont laugh all the time.

and u think its funny for not having water?
blame sane sini.
Kerajaan sane sini.
y always other mistake?
y not us?
we use to not appreciate water.
do we?
mandi berjam2.
when the last time kita sujud syukur?
yes.....i have the same problem answer that question.
but somehow....u think this problem is funny? 


and dengan musibah kehilangan MH370.
as a Muslim....u think its funny or joke when org lain perlekeh Islam?
they say "Allahuakhbar" but in the same time they believe bubu,coconut,bakul and carpet can help them detect the plane???

and uuuuuuuuuuu think its good to make parody about it?
i dont think so.
shame on u Muslim.
shame on us as a Muslim.

yes...i feel rage,angry and offended with this kind of people.
REPENT BEFORE ITS TOO LATE!!!

*FEEL LIKE TYPING THIS IN FB.IS IT TOO LONG?*

Monday, March 10, 2014

TVS #2 : it will b no IUI this time -_-

oh well.
seperti yang telah iya jangka sebenarnye.
tadi,TVS 2nd time.
today CD 15.

2eggs.
1 is 14mm,another is 18mm.
since only 1 yg valid utk IUI specs.
Dr Hamizah suggest no IUI this time.
not worth it with only one egg yg cantek.
iya ok.
seriously.
im kindda ready for this.
because last friday dah merudum dah.hahaha.

so...doc suggest esok malam leh BD ngan husband.
on 15mac start makan Duphaston for 12days.
bagi rahim kuat katanyerrr.

if ada rezeki telur yang satu itu.ada.
today treatment cost RM140.90 sbb tadi pon ade kena inject ubat gak.
lupo name ape.haha.tp ubat tu untuk kasi telur pecah.

doakan iya.
mane tahu dgn izin Allah.
rezeki kali ini.
without IUI :)


oh yeeee....semoga Allah tunjukkan jalan yang mudah agar MH370 dapat dijumpai.iya always pray that inshaaAllah with HIS will....that the plane just landed somewhere safely.but everything is happen for a reasons.semoga keluarga semua yg terlibat tabah.siapalah kita untuk menidakkan takdir Allah.Allah Maha Mengetahui segalanye.ameen. 

Saturday, March 8, 2014

TVS!

TVS yesterday.
Transvaginal Ultrasound.
procedure leh google and tgk utube.hahaha.

ye.ini blogger pemalas. :p

anyway....iya tak rasa sakit.
mcm masuk tut-tut je.kecik lg plak tu.
haha.lol!

anyway...a bit frust bile doc cakap ada 2 telur je.
satu kanan.satu kiri
both kecik.
size 13 and 14mm je.
hmmm.
xde kesan ke clomid n humog ni kat iya? -_-

then...jumpe cyst plak.
3cm.
doc kata nothing to worry.
ok.iya try not to worry ye doctor.

so...xleh lagi wat iui.kena inject humog skali lagi dulu semalam.
another rm95.60 kena tambah. :(
 
isnin wat TVS lagi.if xbesar gak tak tahu laaa.hmmmm.

a bit down semalam.
headache lak menggila dari pagi smlm.
today tdo aje.
husband pon keje arini.
so lepak umah relax2 je.

semoga kembali semangat.
Allah itu Maha Mengetahui.
InshaaAllah.

Thursday, March 6, 2014

makcik bisu...

tadi ke HKL
checkup lelah.
since jerebu agak trok.
as precaution and ubat sume dah expired...
iya g laa check up and amik ubat baru.hehe.

so mcm biasa laa.
KL.
HKL.
sesak.padat.renovation lom siap.
maka nyeee lame laa menunggu.
round mencari parking saje sudah sejam.
wait to be call utk jumpe doctor pon dah almost 2jam.

kematu.letih.pening.sesak.
yes...iya mmg cepat pening and rasa nak muntah if too many orang.
sabarkan aje.since kesan clomid still on.
watkan perkataan sabar tu jadi lebih lagi duk igt2 dlm mind.

okay...sume diatas bukan tujuan post ni pn.haha
pas settle jumpe doctor.
ask sket kesan clomid ni sume.
doctor kata normal.

mintak time slip.
pegi farmasi.amik no.
ada cubaan potong line.
mcm biase wat bodo,cross line back.haha.
annoying sometimes org cmni! :p

then...duduk laa wait no amik ubat. 
sebelah iya makcik ni bisu.

camne tahu?
sbb rajin dia nk berborak dgn iya.

oh well.
dengan susah payahnye kami berborak.
but it seems like we paham each other.
dia ask iya demam ke.
iya tjuk laa ubat lelah iya yg 3 tu.

dia pon lg semangat.
duk tjuk2 tgn katanye kawan dia pon lelah.
kata nye org lelah susah pregnant.
siap wat no no sign.

*terasa bila disini*

iya cakap saya pon dh kawen.
tahun ni 3 tahun.
ditanya baby.belum lagi.

*makcik buat muke kesian*

akhirnye iya cube bg dia paham.
iya cakap jgn risau.
iya okay.

then.... makcik kind of understand.

:)

Wednesday, March 5, 2014

Ideal Follicle Size?

nurse baru call.
jumaat ni kena ada di LPPKN 730am.
doc ada meeting kul9.
sampai kena g shishi dlu.
kasi kosongkan bladder.
Vaginal Scan!!!


okayyyyyyyyyyyy...
what the ideal follicle size?
nervous!

dengan pantas googling.haha.
nurse lak timing pandai call time baru settle meeting.

based on googling results...

"ideal follicular size is 18 to 20 millimeters or larger"

Ya Allah.bantulah hambamu ini.ameen :)

Tuesday, March 4, 2014

yesterday,clomid day 4 and humog 2 times

panjang bebenor tajuk nyerrr.hehe

ok.
until yesterday,like the tajuk...
iya dah makan clomid for 4 days,8 pills.
inject humog kat perot 2 times.

iya just wondering...
kesan ubat2 ni trok ehhhhhh?
sbb iya sll pastu perot memulas2.

malam tadi lak rasa mcm nk pitam,nk muntah.
ke iya je yg low bp niiii? -_-

yang pasti cucuk humog scary okay!
1st time wat mgigil sejuk tgn ni.hahaha
husband lak duk laaa bg moral support suh cucuk.
tp duk wat muke gak.
dia mmg takot jarum.lol~

2nd time plak.leh lakkk dh cucuk kat perot.
tekan2 syringe xmo kluar lak ubatnyeeee.
sudahnye bawak kluar semula.

keluarkan stitik ubat dr syringe....
which step ni mmg lupe.nurse dh ajar.
penting okayyyy.

cucuk lagi skali...Alhamdulillah br okay.
tp Ya Allah sakitnyeee Allah je tahu.
senak!
but Alhamdulillah,just in pain for a while.
sudahnye pastu mabuk kepayang.
tido....heehehehe


this morning,fresh!!!!
Alhamdulillah.

so thats it.
i dont know how others feel.
but iya appreciate each moment even sakit2.
pengorbanana.husband kata inshaaAllah ada rezeki anak nnt leh cite kat dia...susahnye nak dapatkan dia.hehehe. ;)

mudah2an,ada rezeki kami kali ini.
ameen