Tuesday, November 18, 2014

5 bulan...

pejam celik dah 5 bulan dah since 1st IUI iya
adoi
bile la nak berpeluang ni ye
hmmm.xde rezeki lagi setakat ini

iya so far asik outstation dah plak
keje and mcm2 program

LANGKAWI
JOHOR
IPOH
LANGKAWI SEMULA
PD
LANGKAWI LAGIK PLAK

asik xduk umah je >_<
penat pun iye gak
mak pon bising dah asik gi sane sini
xckup rest

keje bertambah menyampah
haha
iya dah isi borang mohon transfer
esk bos balik dari outstation
nak rayu supaya sokong

cannot go dah

hope sangat boleh pindah post lebih relax
penat!

environment xcantek
camno nak lekat baby kan?
huhuhu.sedih.

but its ok
dugaan iya
masing-masing punya dugaan

:)

kadang bile sempat usha gak blog
go thru camtu je
ada mood comment
xde mood bace saje
seronok tgk sizuka dah dapat baby kembar..besh besh besh
nak gakkkkk

dah la semalam g jusco
asik terserempak dak kembar
4 pasang lak tu
kecik ada.dah besar sikit pon ada
hehe

pastu mula berangan iya lak pasni
hihihi
ameen :D

Thursday, October 30, 2014

3 years....

Alhamdulillah.
21 oct 2014...3 years kawen.
yes...its been amazing.
babies....not yet.
but iya truly happy with him

with or without a child pon
iya confident iya masih bahagia dgn suami
inshaaAllah

usaha tetap akan diteruskan
will never give up.
never.inshaaAllah

iya n suami aritu ada pegi berurut.
nak wat IUI tapi asik pending.
pack with works.
timing period untuk appointment laaa plak jatuh weekend
ada je tak kena
so iya assume belum rezeki iya nak wat 2nd iui

anywayyy...aritu husband iya g urut ngan sorang wak ni
dia ckp best
wak tu urut dia xde kata ape sangat
cuma dia kata balik urut isteri dekat bawah ankle
stu tempat kesuburan

mcm iya lak g urut ngan jiran office mate
niat asal sbb tak tahan sakit badan ssgt
asik keje jee
sampai org iya pon kata iya workaholic
not really.just responsibility
and currently curi2 gak taip kat blog
sebab im too tired
tired keje macam sekarang
tgh consider nak tukar bahagian sgt sekarang

exhausted
tired
stress
frustrated
-ve environment by others

so iya x rasa boleh cope lama2 lagi kat sini dah
i need to move to another place and recover myself


so....iya gi urut kan tadi cite nye.ahahaha.lalut lain lak
akak tu dia pandai kenal urat.
dia urut kat kaki je mula2 tu
dia urut sikit dia tahu iya sll sakit dada (which is lelah)
pastu cakap gastrik pon iye nii..(mmgpon)

then dia urut bahu semua..mmg berselirat laa urat.
keje mcm hape.mestilaa sakit kan.angin byk gile
huhuhu

then dia stat urut belah depan.kat perut.
dia kata rahim iya ternaik lak
dia betulkan sikit
dia urut peha
pon dia kata adalah darah xlancar
situ kesuburan
dia wat apa patut
and suh cuba dlu

if xberjaya pregnant,cube urut lagi
kita cube jela kan
yang memberi hanya Dia :)

then dia suh makan peria hari2
lom cari lagi.haha

utk suami lak dia suh minum air kelapa muda
pn lom sempat nak cari.huhu

iya just hope all this chaos kat ofis cepat reda

wish me all the best.
inshaaAllah
keep cube +ve kan diri :)

Friday, September 26, 2014

cerita terbengkalai

Assalamualaikum.

and again
blog ditinggalkan
xde cerita menarik.mungkin.huhu

yang pasti baru je pas mc 2 hari
haha
low bp.again
this time.worst
70/40 bp iya
xtahu aa ape kena

tapi iya rasa sebab terlalu letih
keje keje keje
rasa nak muntah dah tgk keje
mc 2 hari pun asik org call
iya wat xtahu je

today masuk ofis
xde lak cari
ntahpape.hahahaha

anyway....
iya dah mula balik BBT.today!
start everything back
if possible nak kurang kan burden keje ni
tak tahu la mcmane tapi nak cuba gak
iya xnak dah mcm zombie dah wat keje
xckup rest

but Alhamdulillah iya dapat husband yg sgt faham
paham keje iya mcmane

ape lagi...
iui?masih tunda.

cume for the past 2 months cycle day iya 28days
which quite surprise
alangkah bahagia yerr iya if every month maintain jee mcm ni
hehe
inshaaAllah
mana tahu kannn ;)

about akhirnya pindah umah
duk berdua....
well...I LOVE IT!!!

hahaha

xyah nak susah2 pakai btutup je dpn ayah or bro in law
hehehe

iya skang suke lah mencari resipi or masak la pape patut
husband very helpful
Alhamdulillah

eh mcm dah panjang lak merapu dalam ni
dah lame xmerapu semua nak keluar serentak.hahaha

and lastly...rindu g holiday!!!

tu anak kawan.ramah sangat.hehe :)



Thursday, September 4, 2014

jeles..

last wat bulan 6
huhu
skang bulan 9
dah masuk bulan ke3 xbuat pape ni

jeles nye tgk semua ttcian ada progress
huhuhu
hope sgt free time sikit
but tgk gaya sampai end of September still pack
pulak tu ada vacation ngan kawan2
mmg dh planning lama
kena jela proceed kan

hmmmm.hoping for a right time.

hoping! :(


Friday, August 29, 2014

pending....

Assalamualaikum

iya skang postpone 2nd IUI
sebab skang ni too busy with a few things...

busy ngemas umah sewa.baru masuk seminggu
busy untuk housing loan,which for wat umah
busy dgn finalize design umah dgn arkitek
busy tgh nak jual kete iya
and lagi2 suami isteri both busy kat tempat keje
iya lak skang kena menanggung post satu kosong kat ofis
so kire burden keje 2 org punye

maka...iya n husband decide utk postpone IUI
bukan ape
kalo busy sgt.letih penat stress
takut gadoh je.huhu

inshaaAllah bile dh settle down sikit baru kami proceed semula
maybe next month ke kann.inshaaAllah

anyway...im sorry for not be able to read blogs lately
but today iya sempat bace a few
been crying too!!!

congrats to erin for finally pregnant
so happy for u.please take care dear

to shaz...i will always pray for u
will always.inshaaAllah both of u will get thru it

to other TTCian too
jangan give up
kite terpilih kerana perancangan Allah itu paling sempurna
sebagai kifarah dosa2 lalu.mungkin.
mungkin juga Allah tahu kita belum bsedia lagi
walaupun kita nak sesangat

bersangka baik lah kita.inshaaAllah
iya paham ada hari kite down
iya pon camtu
tapi kita cuba lah untuk tidak hanya nampak itu sahaja kurniaan Allah
lebih banyak kita bersyukur.inshaaAllah lebih bahagia kita
walaupun tanpa anak disisi.

:)


Monday, August 4, 2014

raya waktu aim budakbudak

Assalamualaikum

Selamat Hari Raya
Maaf Zahir dan Batin
buat semua readers
mana tahu ada touching dgn posts iya kann :)

anyway...
iya raya kali ni Alhamdulillah ok ok saje
of coz byk jumpe budak2
dalam hati terdetik juga seronoknye if ada anak
but somehow im happy main ngan budak2 ni

hehehehe....geram kannn???

iya and budakbudak ;)


masa raya day 1 - day 4 tu iya raya KL jeee
then on jumaat sabtu baru balik JOHOR
itu pon sebab ada kenduri kawan husband and pak sedara sendiri
hehehe

rasa mcm excited gile iya n sepupu semua attend wedding pak sedara sendiri.hahaha.yela kannnn.umo 29 tp gi wedding pakcik.ikikikiki


comel x?hehehe :)

okay...tu jela kot.
pasal ttc?tarak.hahahaha >_<

Friday, July 4, 2014

sape rindu iya? ;)

Assalamualaikum

hehe.tajuk best kan?whahahaha
actually iya lupe jap blogging aritu
bukan ape.been busy kat ofis
ade byk sgt program depa wat b4 puasa aritu
so mcm xmenyempat coz duk ofis pon tak
hehe

anyway....
selamat menyambut ramadhan kareem kawan2
iya?
masih belum puasa setakat arini.
haha
peod lom abis
esok maybe :)

ngam2 malam 1st ramadhan tu peod pas maghrib
trawih pon xdan. -_-"

xpelaa.nnt ada rezeki iya kan.
xsabar ni nak puasa.
nak trawih.

skang ni xmkn ponnn
mcm puasa je gak gayanyee
hahahaha

TTC?
inshaaAllah
di bulan mulia ni lah doa makbul
sama2 kita usaha k
iya xde amik any supplements lain
still same

try natural conceive
inshaaAllah dgn izinNya ada rezeki kali ni
if xde next time plak
janji Allah tu kan pasti :)


aaaa...xjawab lagi ni.
lame xde entry...rindu iya x?
kikiki


and utk asma'....pls do add iya kat wassap ttc group k
iya baru reply email :D

Monday, June 16, 2014

a heavy burden

Alhamdulillah

disaat diuji
kadang mmg rasa sgt2 down
rasa mcm besar sgt masalah aku ni

tapi cube dan cube utk pikir kecik jeee
ini bukan masalah
ini biasa-biasa saja

orang lain lebih teruk
orang lain lagi macam2 diduga
tapi itulah
aku hanya hambaNya
insan lemah

terkadang moody
tak tentu hala
mencari cahaya dariNya
inshaaAllah

setiap doa hambaNya akan dimakbulkan
cume sekarang,lambat atau nanti sahaja
janji Allah itu pasti
kan?

:)

Tuesday, June 10, 2014

2nd IUI after raya

Assalamualaikum

so thats it
yesterday doc dah review cycle iya
review iui xjadi
doc duk kata sayang xjadi
sperm cantik
telur cantik

nak wat mcmane yeee doc
bukan rezeki sy kali ni

then iya cite pasal spotting
doc ckp tu kite kena assume as period
so yesterday dikire iya ari ke7
maka xleh proceed iui b4 puasa

ubat kena stat makan antara day1-5
huhu

pastu doc ask iya spotting tu time mkn duphaston lg ke
yes.
doc mcm heran
sbb cycle iya jadi pendek sgt
22 days

doc risau cycle pendek2 ni
takut sbnye iya xde telur ponnn
means dalam kosong
means xleh ngandung

doc kata cube 4x iui
if xde...
something wrong
huhu
xke down jadi yerrrr tu

iya hope sgt xde laa smpai xleh ngandung tu
huhu

doc ckp time ivf procedure baru boleh tahu
telur ok ke x

wat hati kering jelaaa doc ckp
xmo pkir bukan2 sgt
anggap je tu ilmu
inshaaAllah xjadi pada iya
nauzubillah min zalik

ok.kire rest saje laa skang
wait until raya
Allah bg baby lebih awal
mana tahu kan
Allah je tahu :)
 

Friday, June 6, 2014

suke BBT chart walaupun GAGAL...

Assalamualaikum

kwn2 tahu nape iya suke BBT??
well....sbb iya lebih mentally prepare when is my ovulation ,implantation and period phases...

seriously.its help!

first of all
nak let u know
i can conclude that my 1st IUI is GAGAL
but its ok
because like i said
im ready once i look at my BBT chart

come and take a look
kita study sama2 k
tingkatkan ilmu kita
hehehe


okayyyy...lets begin with the phase 1
very low temp during period phase
bile kita period....temp badan kita akan jatuh
so basically mcm iya dalam area 35 - 36.5 mcm tu rendah and in the area period lah(based on past TTC chart too)

then...in this cycle yg C tu clomid which doctor suh iya amik for 4days

the X is injection ubat pada perot which kali ni ubat pergoveris 150iu

then on CD11,kita boleh tgok temp jatuh gile2
ini disebabkan all the meds and pecah telur doc bagi
means IUI made on CD12 is justtttttt fine after telur pecah

then 2WW begins
phase 2 is coming
which usually akan increaseeeeeee jelah
masa mula wat BBT dlu mcm seronok
bg harapan palsu jelaa kire nyee phase ni
hahaha
yela kann.naik jeee
berdebar2 menanti is bila dah reach tinggi sangat

bila naik tinggi sgt bermula CD23...
this is a tri phase in BBT chart
kalo google cube tgk pasal implantation
this is whr the implantation begins
iya stat ada spotting and cramp perot also start dat nite
on CD24 lagi naik suhu badan iya
this day pon still ada cramp and spotting

on CD25 which semalam
suhu stat jatuh banyak
still cramp and spotting
i knw dat at this point...

this is a crucial phase
penentuan if im pregnant or not

then iya tahu this morning (CD26 = CD1)
suhu jatuh lagi
and tadi plak darah lagi
byk and color pon lain  
(nnt iya cite cmne nk bezakan implantation and period bleeding k....we can know the diff)

so i guess....thats it
end another cycle
Alhamdulillah
Allah bagi iya kekuatan
not a single drop of tear

but iya rasa amaze dgn kejadian Allah
amaze how just from BBT chart
iya tahu mcm2 sekarang
iya lebih tahu what really happen
hehe

so...
mmg iya galakkan kawan2 TTC wat BBT laaa senang cite

petang kang nk call LPPKN utk maklumkan peod

sbb kena review
maybe pas puasa kot depa suh wat IUI lagi kannn?
oh my.....dont like it but...
usaha perlu diteruskan
all out this year
inshaaAllah :)

Thursday, June 5, 2014

is it all about us???

Assalamualaikum


to be honest
really not in a good mood
masih belum sembuh 100%
husband batuk trok
sian dia

today iya sakit belakang
and ada spotting few days
a bit confuse between implantation bleeding or period
but let time decide that
xnak burden about that much
sbb badan xsedap
lebih focus nak sihat je niiii

anyway...
aritu kawan iya ni ada ngadu
A and B kawan iya
yang pengadu A
both of them same ofis
both of them ade anak kecik
anak A agak fragile
antibody xkuat
sejak lahir mmg sll sakit
sian.

anak B lak ada 2
both of them strong
but biasa laa demam ke ape kann

so nak jadikan cite
both of their kids dibawah pengasuh yg sama
bile one of the kid demam
for sure akan jangkit pada anak A
but if anak A demam
kadang xde anak B demam

pulak if anak A demam
dia xmcm budak lain
dia recover lambat sikit
mcm iya ckp td a bit fragile

so biase laa
ada terasa 
A xpuas ati B xcuti jaga anak
if anak A demam sbb jangkit xde minta maaf
A nak B paham situasi dia
so iya advice suh discuss elok2
ckp cara baik
talk face to face what they suppose to do if one of the kid demam

selang a few weeks
A ckp nampak mcm they paham each other
okay laaa


sampai laa baru semalam ni
A cakap B wat tak tahuuu je bile anak B demam
demam+batuk
jumpe doc kata tonsil je
even pastu naik ruam B wat tak tahu
igt punca dr tonsil

selang sikit guess what?
of course anak A kena plak
ada ruam gak.batuk.
jumpe doc ckp kena HFMD (hand, foot and mouth disease)
kes berat
A cuti for 10days
suami A naik angin
sampai bgado laki bini
marah2 sbb B punye hal wat dunno

so nowwwwwwwwww....
what say u?
u think people need to understand our situation?
i dont think so.
most of the time we tend to understand us.us.us.
we need people understand us.
it's all about us.

y not kite change the situation
benda ni gak iya ckp dia
dah B xpaham awk nak wat cmne
xkan nak gado
awk xleh wat org paham
dah dia mmg xkan paham n endah punye

so y not awk cube cari solution sendiri
try find other ways to solve it
u sdiri dah tahu anak u mcmane
y not upah personal org jaga anak dia
yes mmg akan lebih susah
but if itu paling terbaik kenapa tidak???
even the doctor pon suggest yg sama
the kid need full attention from her

nak benti keje mmg xmampu hal-hal lain byk lg nak cover
then she start to understand that something must be done

btw....A n B both my bestfriend yaaa

so a bit susah laa nk advice.huhu

so bagi iya sama laa gak kite TTC niiii
bg iya mmg payah nk bg org paham kite ni
contoh mcm smlm ade sorang ni anta wassap kat iya 
"happy mother's day"
main2 gamaknyee

iya mcm lantak engkau laaa
padahal dia tahu je kann iya xde anak

biar laa org
xyah laa kite nak gadoh2
kite cube saje.sabar byk2
mmg betul org xkan paham kiteee
betul betul
kite pun sama xleh nk paham org lain
org lain dugaan mcm2 gak
lagi trok kadang
tgk saje laaa anak2 di palestin syria tu
bersyukur lah kita
tundukkan ego kita
sabar

ok....
inshaaAllah kita semua boleh :)

Monday, June 2, 2014

10dpiui - sick!

Assalamualaikum

iya igt 2ww will be totally different
not like right now

iya igt iya akan alami symptoms for taking duphaston
i guess im wrong

husband iya sbnye susah nk demam
cause of carrier talasemia
but once dia demam mmg iya akan tjangkit

huuuu
iya baru baik sbnye aritu
then selang a few days dia demam,flu,cough
iya tjangkit sekali

so...iya xtahu ape iya rasa during 2ww
batuk agak trok
flu smpai tahi mata byk bile bgn tido
mmg trok laa this time

i just hope my body,rahim strong enough
it just start to feel less confident -_-"

tpaksa makan ubat batuk n flu (ikotkan xmo)
doctor bagi ubat herbs 
sbb iya bgtau pasal iui
dia ckp ubat limited

for fever iya pkai cool fever je
nk makan panadol
kawan kata boleh
tp mak n DH tak bagi

so bertahan iya
just hope for the best
Allah knows everything rite....

inshaaAllah.

Thursday, May 29, 2014

evil progesterone ]:))

Assalamualaikum


yupppp...u read it right!!!
iya rasa progesterone is evil and meanie to ttcian
currently iya kena amik duphaston
which also active in progesterone

kena amik ni every day start 27 may 2014 for 2times/day
1biji 8am
1biji 8pm

nak tahu ape symptoms yang dia boleh bagi pada hormon kita???

http://community.babycenter.com/post/a25155053/symptoms_during_the_2_week_wait 

Symptoms of progesterone include:
-Sore/Swollen Breasts/Nipples
-Bloating
-Gassy
-Cramps
-Backache
-Pain in the Hips
-Frequent Urination
-Acne
-Creamy Cervical Mucus
-Nausea
-Lack of Energy
-Mood Swings
-Diarrhea
-Increased/Decreased Appetite
-Sensitivity to Smells
-Food Cravings/Aversions



now u see?
its evil kan?hahahaha

anyway...doakan iya can get thru all d symptoms
huhuhu
currently detect a few of it
hmmmm

-___-"

Tuesday, May 27, 2014

my 1st IUI experience

Assalamualaikum.

one word for IUI - SEKSA!

yes seriously
but not the procedure
procedure IUI is simple and fast

but the waiting is hurt
y?
because im too stupid
hahahaha

okay.mcm ni....
iya suppose to be at LPPKN at 730am on 23 mei 2014
nurse pesan kena full bladder 2hours b4 the procedure
since ini 1st time
iya xsangka laaa kena wait punyelaaaa lama
haha

so pagi2 solat subuh of coz laaa dah shishi kannnn
iya pon bawak laa bekal air kosong 1 bekas besar tupperware tu
dengan niat nk full kan smula laaaa bladder ni kan

kemaruk!

sampai LPPKN around 740 mcm tu
sampai je daftar
husband kena g kluarkan sperm

while wait for him
iya drink and drink and drink
feel like vomit sbb tlebih air dah

and guess what?
iya abiskan the wholeeeeee bottle okay!!!

then husband dah settle
wait lagi
iya rasa ada sejam kot

dalam masa sejam tu laaa yg seksa
iya xtahan sgt nk shishi
tkepit kepit
mcm org xbetul dah
hahaha

ada 2 other couples pon wait pastu utk iui
tp tgk depa relax jeeee
husband iya dh bising sbb pulun sgt minum air
huuuuuuu

so thats it
no more waiting
i need to go to the toilet
shishi sket
xabiskan pon tauuuu
hahaha.gilo!

then wait lagi
x gak kena panggil
and again xtahan lagi
gi shishi sikitttt lagi
ponnnn xabiskan gakkk
hahaha.sengal betul laaa :))

then...baru laa nama iya kena panggil
with another chinese girl
mine on 1st bed..she 2nd
so suppose iya kena wat IUI dlu

tgh duk baring2 wait doctor
lame yeeeeeeeeee iya rasa menunggu ni
and again...iya xleh tahan dah
ckp nurse nk g toilet gak
haha

pas shishi je
tgk2 doc Hamizah dh ada
sengal iya ni

so dia wat org lain dlu
huhuhuhu

tunggu laaa lagi
padan muka! -_-"

but its okay
sementara tu dgr laaa org tu kena wat
mcm sakit je
suspend

then my turn....
Alhamdulillah it turn out quite ok
iya rasa sakit sikit je
but doctor ckp bdarah sikit sbb laluan iya x lurus
huhu
doctor masukkan 20juta sperm katanye

hope at least 1 of it berjaya.inshaaAllah

after IUI iya kena baring for another 20mins
Ya Allah.terseksa yeeee
sbb xtahannnnnnnnnnnn sgt nk shishi lagi
huuu

then nurse panggil
explain iui dh settle
mc dpt
then tros iya ask dh leh shishi ke
dia gelak tros kata leh
hohoho

apelagi...abiskan tangki semua nyaaa
lega
keluar baru leh senyum
nurse gelak je kat iya

fuwhhhhhhh

:)

Thursday, May 22, 2014

my preparation....

Assalamualaikum

iya bgtau mak,close friends n of course u bloggers girls about iui esok

my mom,sister n frens being excited iya dapat twins
hahaha.funny!!!

but iya try to be positive
iya ckp sorang pon dah rezeki kannnn
and iya xnak over high hope
just go with the flow
inshaaAllah if Allah says its time
then...y should i be worried rite?

i would think this as a test
if i failed...doesnt mean iya failed forever
if i success....then masih jauh lg pjalanan
to take care someone inside me
i bet its not easy

so thats it
being a positive along the iui procedure and 2ww nnt

doctor ckp if xperiod, 16jun datang cek
ini satu hal lagi
iya have decided not to buy any pregnancy stick
iya nak wat dunno je
btw...iya xleh recall bile last iya beli
hehe
malas.sebab buang duit je

hahaha.tapi kali ni xtahu laaa
mana tahu tlebih xcited ari2 plak nk wat ^____^"

pastu sbg prep lain
mak suh minum air zamzam n kurma ajwa
no drugs,fastfood,junkfood,air gas,cold water

husband pon dah pesan no exercise
this iya worried sket
iya thinking about if i failed
then....boleh x iya nk commit exercise semula
yelaaa.after a long break kannn
iya risau liat jeee

huhu
xpelaaa.dengar ckp laki dlu
itu pkir kemudian

hehe

any other advices for me to get ready?

scared to death
i hope its not hurt that bad!

:)
 

Wednesday, May 21, 2014

TVS result.....7 eggs :)

Assalamualaikum

iya baru balik dr LPPKN
tros g makan jap
balik umah amik kete
masuk ofis
tgk keje sket
solat

and here i am (pdahal 230 meeting lak ni.hehe)
excited to tell my blogger friends
i dunno y
but somehow telling here seems like the best place
lgpon rmai ttcian gak mcm iya
so mcm ade connection
ohhhh how i wish to meet u girls some day....jom nak? ;)

anyway....back to the progress
i feel very excited,nervous and hoping

yup...Alhamdulillah
doctor kata leh wat iui this friday
so for the preparation:
1. no sex
2. no cologne, perfume etc
3. shave tut tut
4. pakai skirt or jubah or kain
5. come early

hehe

so tadi masa TVS iya duk blur jeeee
duk risau gak if ubat ni xde effect kat iya lg mcm last time
but Alhamdulillah doctor kata ada 7 eggs
3 kanan,4 kiri
and yg matang and ready to go for iui is 3 plus 1 akan matang by this friday.inshaaAllah

the size?doctor kata cantek coz the diameter bulat lebih kurang je
xde herot berot
Alhamdulillah.lega sgt bile dgr doc ckp gitu

so thats it
try.pray.tawakal

doakan iya yeeee
inshaaAllah ada rezeki ada :)








post tambahan jam 450petang:
tetibe trigat nak bgtau TVS kali ni sakit gile okayyyy
senak sgt perot
last time xsakit ponnn
kali ni Ya Allah.doctor kata sbb blurr xnampak telur sume main sorok2 kat blkg
huhuhu
takleh lupe laa
sampai kena grab besi pegang tepi tauuu -_-"
semoga terampun dosa2 dulu.huhu

Monday, May 19, 2014

CD8 : sakit itu ini dah mai dahhhh

Assalamualaikum.


arini CD8
yesterday dah abis makan clomid
today last day cucuk ubat kat perut

symptoms pun dah mula yesterday lagi
cramping.bloated.sakit pinggang.loya

and most worried is "asik lapooooo"
huhuhu....berat skang still same.52kg
but since iya keep on exercise every week
without miss
iya leh rasa badan makin kurang buncit
still ada kedepan tummy tu tp dh kurang
hehehe
suami pun tegur i okayyy
wahhh...mcm iklan promote barang lak
ini bukan promote barang tp promote supaya exercise
ehehe

iya dah makin sihat skang
still ada sikit2 batuk
on saturday aritu pun kena amik nebulizer (gas) sbb attack lelah
huhu
redha.sabar.inshaaAllah

so....back to ttc progress
on 21hb ni nk g lppkn semula wat TVS
hopefully byk eggs with reasonable size ssgt
sbb iya hope dpt wat iui 23hb tu gakkk

iya nak kena pegi langkawi pastu
kalo extend ke dpn iya nk kena beli tiket lain
just nak g lppkn
jadi mcm mbazir aa kan
hmmmm

xpelaa.kita tunggu dan lihat nnt
ada rezeki dapatlah wat awal kan

be good eggs
^_____^